obviously me.

note to dear friends,

just so you know i try my best to keep in touch. i do occasionally send out messages to check how you’re doing and such. i might not be able to see you as often as i like but i still try to make an effort to do so. everytime i do say hello or in certain cases refer to you as an ‘ass’ or ‘dumbfuck’ it does mean i do care and i effing miss you.

apart from that, i’m tired of excuses of being busy and preoccupied for work and studies isn’t suppose to drown you. you might claim that i have alot of free time but i recall being caught with work and studies and yet i always made time for friends with no excuses and no questions asked. i try my best to always be there when i’m needed as well as when i’m not.

i find it sad to see that everyone’s just starting to get plain ignorant and forgetting what are friendships for. it would be deemed useless if you expect people to be there just when required and not give a shit if they aren’t.

all i’m saying is that, despite how busy life can get let’s not forget the people around us that has been with us throughout the good and the bad times. not so much forgetting but neglecting due to illogical excuses. work and all is not suppose to drown you. life’s not meant to be like that.

i’m tired of hearing “i’m sorry i can’t make it because of this work and that work and i’ll make it up to you”. show some effort. it’s not that hard.

all i know, is i’m tired of being the idiot that keeps trying to do so.

i’m just gonna sit my ass down and wait.

thank you.