blind.
as i was ranting on how i need to get my eyes checked due to eye strains that might be because of an increase of just plain bad eyesight. yes, i’m little miss four eyes. i’ve been getting the past week and been delayed time after time. this happened during a conversation.
me: …..the woman most probably won’t care and soon enough i just might go completely blind.
him: then how are you going to look for me if you’re blind?
me: i’ll sniff my way to you.
well, i just have this weird ass sniffing habit. it’s like a child that feels comfort with the scent of something familiar. so yes i’d sniff my way to you…
P.S: if you’re gonna ask what on earth i’m sniffing? go figure. (-.-)”
contentment.
a state of feeling completely and utterly fulfilled with whatever you have. just so you know what i mean.
just a random thought that struck my mind.
it’s somehow amazing how the little things seem to impress me more than extravagant things. why so? you might ask. it’s rather simple for they are much more significant and meaningful to me. for words can only say so much and a look, a touch or a gesture could say so much more.
i learnt the meaning of that once upon a time ago when i was much more naive but definitely in love where someone said that he wasn’t able to shower me with gifts and everything else that any girl would generally expect and asked me if i’d stay. i did stay and have no regrets for he had taught me of what mattered most.
most might find it foolish and may not quite understand what i mean.
somehow when you know it’s right you feel contentment.
it’s where you don’t seem to look elsewhere for you know you’ve got the best. it’s where you’re with someone that just seems to keep you happy all the time and it doesn’t matter how silly it is. it’s where no matter what goes wrong everything somehow seems to have a way to work out. it’s where you see beyond all imperfections. most of all, it’s where you feel most at home.
i remember a friend telling me, “kid, you’d be lucky if you find it the second time in your life.”
he was right.
won’t say much further for that feeling of contentment with everything around me and most of all with someone is something i can’t quite seem to describe.
for me, contentment is where i’d be in the weirdest awkward funky position either hugging someone or his arm and burying my face sniffing him and looking at him. that’s when i’m most at home.
just the way i like it, perfection.
now i shall bid goodnight feeling completely entirely incandecently contented.
of my darling gladiators.
yes, this is a post about my precious new addition to my vast shoe collection.
well, it starts off being a nice day where jini decides to ‘officiate’ her new gladiators. i mean use them for the very first time after the hunt and purchasing it for a substantial amount.
so jini’s goes out with them being ever so proud of being an owner of a pair of them. so the plan was to stop by someone’s place so he could have his shower then go out shopping.
so now the drama begins.
as someone says we’re leaving. jini steps out to put on her shoes only to discover…
sequence of events.
1st. Jini looks for her shoes and go like “dear, where’s my shoe?”
2nd. Jini hopes to GOD the dog so didn’t do it and someone attempts to hunt down his dog.
3rd. Jini spots her shoe but dare not see the damage done.
4th. someone brings me the shoe only to discover one of the studs is loose and there’s two punctures in the top strap.
5th. Jini so felt like breaking down and crying for her shoes since she loves it so much but Jini continues smiling.
conclusion. i’m still trying not to break down over them but honestly, i’m on the verge to mourn for my shoes. it’s heartbreak. especially since i love and adore shoes. so i guess in future if i ever have a pet dog my shoes are going to have a huge ass closet inside the house. Dog ain’t going close!
the bright side? someone saved the day. thank God for the same size. just super thankful and appreciative.
now i shall go mourn for my shoes.
dear shoe lovers, i know you feel my pain.
shoes!
Well, i finally got what i wanted. it all started when i was on a shoe hunt. since i haven’t done so for some time and note to those that don’t already know or figured out that i have a shoe addiction. i hate shopping but shoes are my thing. sexy shoes catches my attention. anyways, i was shopping around with someone and somehow he spotted this very pair. i tried hard resisting but somehow couldn’t and he had to make it worse when i had a second look at it and told me to try them on. but lucky me, i got them!
*hops and skips like a 5y/o*
and now i present you my own gladiator sandals…
yes, i know. they’re bold and impossible to find the perfect one’s. but guess what? i did. well, more like he did. so thanks you!
*pulls him and “rogols” him*
so yes, asides the shoes i had to spoil myself further since we both carried on with how it’ll look perfect with a simple little dress. well, the dress ain’t that simple but sure was little.
then the search went on and we found…
i know. it’s pretty and it’s prettier on me. well, it was between two dresses and this won hands down.
you’re going to find me weird but i still do hate shopping. unless it’s shoe shopping. also i’m so beginning to like the fact that my man knows my taste and damn he’s got taste. well, he’s going out with me afterall. i could so get used to this. trust me. it’s good. but no worries. i ain’t using your cash. kill me if i do so. most of all thanks for the opinion and sorry for driving you bonkers.
now time for me to jump for joy and sleep smiling for tonight.
yay-ness!
void.
i feel a void in my shoe collection.
it’s been awhile since i last did shoe shop.
my collection is lacking a pair.
i want gladiator sandals…!
glum.
i’m feeling glum. just not myself. getting crap sleep recently and i’m in the need to do something outrageous.
will be back once i put my random crazy ideas into action…
piercing!
my daughter rachie just got a navel piercing.
jini is proud of her girl.
but jini geram.
I WANT MY NAVEL PIERCING BACK!
P.S: dave! you still owe me. i’m waiting. as for someone, you know what you’re needed for. i’ve got issues. hehe.
mission: dry damn shoes.
well, as the title states that is what i’m currently doing. let me explain from the start the sequence of events.
1st. it starts of yesterday where someone and friends were up for playing basketball. then as the mood builds up the weather builds up too. yes, rain. the darn rain started.
2nd. instead of cancelling someone comes up with a brilliant idea of playing in the rain. fine, fair enough that i can deal with but just almost went skiing a couple of times. big deal.
3rd. after a nice time of attempting to play after years of not being in touch and in the rain thus it soaking my shoes so i left them shoes out to dry.
4th. a nice hot sunny day the next day. figured them shoes would dry. but NO. it starts raining later n mum didnt help me take them in.
5th. Jini comes home to check on them. shows it to someone how soaked it is. then tilts the shoes…
WOOOSSSSHHH!!!!
it’s flooded.
(-.-)”
solution to the problem?
due to vast amounts of frustrations, i threw them shoes into the dryer.
i’m in the midst of waiting for them to come out now.
darn rain is just not on my side.
P.S: fuel price going up once more. go fuel up or whatever you need. thank god i dont drive. if i did? i’ll be shit broke by now.
tagged by mel the girlfriend.
First Name – Jini.
Nickname – Jini. ah blur. can’t think of the rest. got way too many.
Birthday – 17 march 1987.
Birthplace – KL.
Time of Birth – 2328hrs.
Zodiac sign – Pisces.
-This or That-
Flower or Chocolate – choc all the way!
Pepsi or Coke – indifferent.
Rap or Rock – rock.
Relationship or One Night Stand – relationship without a doubt.
School or Work – school. work is essential but school was fun.
Love or Money – love but need the ka-ching too.
Movies or Music – music. can’t live without.
Country or City – city. country if i need a break from reality.
Sunny days or Rainy days – rainy days when i wanna sleep else sunny days.
Friends or Family – family no questions asked.
-Have you ever-
Lied – yes. who hasn’t?
Smoked – take a wild guess?
Broke someone’s heart – unintentionally.
Had your heart broken – yes. (-.-)”
Wish you were a prince/princess – no. still don’t want to either.
Liked someone who was taken – shit i mean crap happens.
Shaved your head – no but it’s worth thinking about.
Been in love – yes. so not a fan.
Used chopsticks – i’m half chinese. it’s essential.
Sang in the mirror to yourself – guilty as charged.
-Favorites-
Flower – white roses.
Candy – sour tape. skittles.
Song – goo goo dolls – iris.
Scent – him! waffles! my selection of perfume.
Color – blue. white.
Musical Instrument – drums.
Movie – gone in 60 seconds. the fast and the furious.
Actor/Actress – yet to give a shit hoot!
Junk food – not too sure.
Animal – anything cute and furry works.
Ever cried over someone – yes. don’t ask.
Is there anything you wish you could change about yourself – on the physical end yes i would die for a killer bod. on the realistic end there were things i wished i’d never done so but yet again. it’s life.
Do you think you’re attractive – don’t believe so.
If you had to choose a fairytale as your life what would you choose – peter pan. i don’t wanna grow up.
Do you play any sports – basketball. but none at the moment.
List (8) random facts about yourself and tag (some) people-
1. has a lot of girlfriends and wives and all but is straighter than a ruler.
2. has an issue with alcohol. not addicted but i can never seem to get high.
3. still sleeps with a teddy.
4. turns into a huge ass kid after a tonne of skittles.
5. is a walking dust detector and is geared with tissues and wet wipes.
6. loves her food thus the weight issue.
7. is still addicted to that very same certain someone for every possible reason.
8. is denying any fact of emotions of the romantic kind due to avoiding that pithole.
The people that I wanna tag?
i think i’ve done this one before but i don’t really know and don’t wanna bother checking so this is to whoever that comes across this one and haven’t done so.
