tagged by jillian.
7 RANDOM FACTS ABOUT ME:
1) I turn into a kid after a crapload of skittles.
2) I give really severe silent therapies it can last forever.
3) But after being silent after a certain period of time i tend to go blur.
4) I’m a clean freak. I have a crapload of tissues and wet wipes with me.
5) My nose is a dust detector. watch me sneeze.
6) I’m sarcastic because i’m a truth machine.
7) I’m accident proned.
7 THINGS THAT SCARE ME:
1) those thin green grass snakes.
2) losing those close to me.
3) getting tickled or poked when i don’t see it coming.
4) certain things of the past.
5) certain things of cars.
6) surgical needles.
7) falling in love. waaaayyyyy scary.
7 RANDOM MUSIC AT THE MOMENT:
1) Delerium – silence.
2) U2 – Hold me, Thrill me, Kiss me, Kill me.
3) Tiesto – In The Dark.
4) Tiesto – Elements of Life.
5) Ferry Corsten – Watch Out (Dirty South Mix).
6) Enur ft. Natasja & Mims – Calabria.
7) Pitbull – Go Girl.
7 THINGS I SAY THE MOST:
1) dunno.
2) huh?
3) ah duh!
4) why?
5) obviously.
6) don’t la liddat.
7) niama pookie!
7 THINGS I TREASURE THE MOST:
1) mobile.
2) jello my laptop.
3) teddy.
4) my bed.
5) the family.
6) my girls.
7) none other than who.
7 “FIRST TIME” THINGS I EVER DID:
1) speaking my mind after years of being quiet.
2) fighting for my beliefs.
3) 1st paycheque at 18.
4) 1st decent job at 18.
5) discovered i was good at talking shit and being paid for it. MC jobs.
6) being involved in the student council after years of being a lazy ass.
7) sex. does that count? haha. i’m a clown i know.
7 PEOPLE TO DO THIS:
1) Peiying.
2) Rachel.
3) Pear.
4) Gracie.
5) Mel.
6) anyone.
7) whoever that comes across this.
nevermind me.
What is the game we’re playing?
should I stick around for more?
Snap your fingers I’ll coming running
Leave again when you’re bored
with me
I’ll make it easy
Nevermind me, nevermind me
I’ll just cast shadows on your walls
Nevermind me, nevermind me
My God I feel so small
Nevermind me, nevermind me
I’ll just cast shadows on your walls
Nevermind me, nevermind me
I’ll just let myself out.
This facade that I’m stuck with
has got me wondering
Just tell me how you want me
and I’ll be naked stumbling
just to get a reaction, any signs of love
Nevermind me, nevermind me
I’ll just cast shadows on your walls
Nevermind me, nevermind me
My God I feel so small
Nevermind me, nevermind me
I’ll just cast shadows on your walls
Nevermind me, nevermind me
I’ll just let myself out.
Bottle up your smile
Pour it in a cup
I’ll be on my way
once I’ve sobered up
P.S: for some weird reason i’m hooked to this. somehow the lyrics appeal to me. funny how things are. just perhaps sometimes i think too much about every little thing. even just maybe i’m getting used to feeling quite alone. don’t have anything substantial around it. so i guess, i’ll just deal with it. asides that, hate to admit it but i miss having him around. never thought i’d grow accustomed to it as such. soon enough i’ll be fine but i won’t ever forget.
lalala.
well, just one of those days where you’re just in a happy mood. somehow needs no reasoning anything whatsoever. perhaps it was a crapload of sugar that got me high i don’t really know. call me weird or whatever. i’m just in a happy happy mood.
*hops and skips and giggles like a 5 year old*
yay!
now i officially sound nuts.
lalala…
just one of my favourites. call me corny but my daughter loves it too. people who know me would know the whole explanation behind it. anyways, i’ll get back to being happy me.
close.
just a quick one.
just a thought of how sometimes we don’t realise how we get so close and don’t realise of time and space. you can’t quite tell if it’s good or bad or anything. but i know it feels darn comfortable. so perhaps that makes it good.
then comes another thought of how will you do without? it can be a scary thought especially when you’ve grown accustomed to things. so much for independent me. still am but guess i’m just enjoying being spoilt. i don’t usually get princess treatment so i’m loving every part of this.
well, that’s enough said since i can’t afford to crack my head to find the right words to describe it. if you’ve felt or experienced it, you’ll know what i mean. if you haven’t? try searching harder or just wait.
i shall end this with a little line from one of my favourite poems…
so close that your hand on my chest is my hand,
so close that your eyes close as I fall asleep.”
– Sonnet XVII by Pablo Neruda
P.S: these are the moments where i love the little things like cuddling next to someone and talking of just about anything and slowly drift off to sleep. it’s a comfort you can’t describe.
pain!
try having bad ass gastric.
note to self, never drink when possibilities of it kicking in is high.
now i’m gonna need a shitload of painkillers to get back to sleep.
i’ll deal with humans when i feel like it.
(-.-)”
now i shall bugger off.
the sexy tag.
tagged once more by my unidentical twin, but this tag is just all out sexy.
The instructions:
1. Compose a list of YOUR top 10 sexiest famous men (if youre a girl)and women (if youre a guy).
2. Collect one picture of each person on your list.
3. Post them in your journal.
4. Tag five people to do the same.
so after some careful ogling done over the internet. sadly it couldn’t have been real life. it’s like car shopping. you’d wanna test drive it before coming up with a conclusion but nevermind that. here’s my list of the sexiest. happy ogling!
ever seen him shirt off? didn’t want to put a pic of that for you might not move on to the next one.
#9: Jonathan Rhys Meyers
just look at the bod. tell me you so don’t wanna drool. unless you’re a dude of course. please don’t. it’s just wrong. unless you’re into that kind of thing.
#8: Patrick Dempsey
tell me who don’t love this sexy everything from grey’s anatomy.
#7: Jesse Metcalfe
i’d be Gabrielle Solis anytime from desperate housewives with a gardener like that. i’ll say keep the day job and i’ll offer something else. anytime, any place, any how. *winks*
#6: Johnny Depp
this is what i call the diamond in the rough. the guy that’s a mess but when he cleans up? owh gawd he’s sexy.
#5: Hugh Jackman
for as long as i’ve watched him. trust me he’s been always super completely totally sexy. just try asking any women and see how many actually would so want him.
#4: Milo Ventimiglia
it starts from heroes then he turns out sexier in Fergie’s video. Moments you so wish it was you all over him but just not my thing to do. I prefer my men in the flesh.
#3: Vin Diesel
the infamous sexy bald guy. yes, he’s big and built and sexy. just picture yourself in the fast and furious as michelle rodriguez in that lil scene after dealing with cars. tell me you so don’t want to. i know it’s a lie.
#2: Erik von Detten
i know he’s a pretty boy. i was once a sucker for pretty boys and yes, this is the one thus hitting the 2nd spot on my list. don’t ask me why. it was a phase. grew out of it somehow.
#1: Tyson Beckford
looking like that and…
with buns of steel like that..
what more can i say?
i therefore now tag whoever that comes across this.
i don’t know who to tag la.
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note that it is highly unusual of me to ogle over celebrities. don’t ask me why. i have more realistic requirement and i’m happy with what i’ve got. ask me and i’ll tell you why. will spare the details though. haha.
2 Days of Freedom
yes, as you most probably already know i went for the event and it was good. good fun that’s for sure. only missed a certain part of it due to matters that needed attention at that moment. dammit. of all the times. missing the good stuff. anyways, all i can say is tiesto is effing bloody awesome. you have no idea the rush you get with bloody good music. it’s almost orgasmic. so won’t say much. i just had a crapload of fun and with the perfect company. so totally awesome. then to top it off getting to spend some time with my abang kesayangan.
aren’t i one lucky girl?
last but not least, my abang kesayangan.
well, the trip went well but the ending didn’t turn out that well. don’t ask, don’t wish to talk about it. all i know is i just so bloody hate to see ‘that look’ on his face. the moments i so wish i were like a real ‘genie’ and work some of my magic to make bad stuff go away or make a difference. sucks feeling helpless in ways. that’s all i can say.
P.S: i had alot of fun. no doubt about it. my toe got messed up on friday and looks like shit and due to an olympic skill i did today its bleeding like shit so i guess i aggravated it but who cares. my only concern is people i care about so a little footnote to end it. thanks me special someone for the piggyback ride. i swore it was a relief to my toe. sayang you!
awaiting the weekend.
so as most of you would already figure out. you know what’s going on this weekend. if you don’t know it’s Freedom Festival ‘08. what is it? i tell you have to knock your head if you still don’t know. it’s 2 days on the beach and the rest go figure. only part that makes it extra orgasmic is two names. DJ Tiesto & Ferry Corsten. enough said. so yes, it kicks up the thirst for music a notch. anywho, just layaning music. as for updates? wait til i’m done with it and i’ll get back to you. haven’t been taking much pics nor have highlights to share. the rest remains private. if you’re so very free and extra ‘kay-poh’ then try asking me. if you dare.
anyways, abit to layan. the stuff stuck in my head.
well, got more reasons to be awaiting the weekend. heck, how can a girl like me complain when i’ve got the best company i know as well as potentially orgasmic music? so yes, if you’re going we’ll see if there are meetings else just have fun. if you’re not? i’ll let you know once i’m done with it.
til then.
just.
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for some weird reason always liked this.
this would be something good on one of those lousy days.
will be posting soon. for now my only interest is sleep.
