blegh!
gargling salt water taste like bloody effing shit crap.
never ever ma chee bye fookin want it ever again.
i’m sorry for being a whiny little brat. can’t help it. always hated medicines and doctors. damn throat. oh well, crap happens i guess.
but Never Again.
P.S: guess the only fun out of it was someone face changing due to the taste of salt.
*giggles like a 5 year old kid*
mind me i can be a pathetic kid at times. even more so when i’m not at the peak of health.
weird encounters.
well, the title alone says abit to it. just a little event today that weirded me out. a certain someone was dropping by to see down with sorethroat and fever me. yes, i’m not too well but still alive and kicking. so yea, someone was coming by to see me and i was in the midst of a quick room clean up so needed mum to open the door for someone. at the same time, mum was on the phone with her girlfriend. so let me just cut to the chase of it.
sequence of events.
one. mum leaves her long ass phone call and opens the door for someone.
two. i run down just in time to greet him and close the door.
three. mum says to friend on the phone, “no la. had to open the door for jini’s boyfriend.”
four. really four=sei i tell you. jini and someone goes blur and stone for a moment hoping to God mum did not just say so.
eventually figured screw it. no point correcting the woman and justifying what she’s saying is wrong and she might not get how i deal with things. mother’s nowadays are beginning to freak me out. don’t be so open, it scares us. every now and then if i get overboard i still got an image of you chasing my with not a rotan but broomstick, mopstick, umbrella, vacuum stick thinging and all sorts of stick. also not the forget the frying pan.
P.S: what is becoming of the world today?
little things.
well, it’s been awhile since i put an effort of writing a post. i’m dead tired but decided to write since i had a pretty memorable day. it’s not much to begin with but sometimes we lose track. anyways, i’ll just get straight to it.
i’ll skip the details but it was just a nice slow moving day and i’ve never quite done things this way before which makes it even more interesting. just realized how i barely bother spending quality time.
it was like tonight taking a stroll around bukit bintang and figured how long i’ve been living here and not realize that the place is pretty okay. also i forgot when was the last i spent time taking a walk and talking. reminded me also of standing on the beach with someone and having waves crash on our feet and just felt so good.
my whole point is that sometimes we rush through everything and forget the little things and how much that matters. for once i get to sit back and realize how much i missed out before this getting myself into crap or just drowning myself with work. it sounds insane. as simple as today was i loved every bit of it. never felt more relaxed and most of all never felt more like myself than ever. felt too good. also what more could be better than being with someone special. that’s like the cherry on top.
that has ME written all over it.
P.S: i still owe a post for my birthday i know. also, that someone, thanks for being ever so amazing you.
Alco.
This is what happens when u have friends that call me an alco but don’t realize that they go denial. Haha.
P.S: chill bestie. U know i love you! 
Of my love for my new toy.
I haven’t quite updated for awhile. I know. Was suppose to update since i have officially turned 21 n legal merely days ago. It feels indifferent to be honest. Anyways, i might be posting more often since i can now do it with my phone. My birthday present, a sony ericsson K850i. Yes, u can call me a lucky bitch. Haha. Will spill the full story soon. Now i’ll get back to being acquainted with my phone.
*grins from ear to ear*
P.S: Thanks for all the wishes for my birthday. Also so u know, i had a bloody good one.
deprived.
i’m sleep deprived.
asides that, it could potentially be a sign of deprivation to a certain drug.
will update soon. as for now i need sleep and later i could use some of my addictive drugs.
*crashes*
thoughts.
can’t sleep tonight. been doing alot of thinking. got everyone asking me what i want for my 21st or what do i want to do for my 21st.
mainly been thinking of where i’m heading. everything somewhat seems a blur since everytime i try all i get is blank. it is scary to get that when you’re trying so hard to piece everything together.
so i’m turning 21 soon. to be honest i really don’t see nor feel much significance of it. just seems like another day. eventhough someone tells me it’ll be different, i take his word for it but i really have no clue.
somehow i end up with thoughts of how far i’ve come. the work and the stresses and the experience gained. i have come a long way but for now i’m in need of some direction and a little push too might help. still feel mentally drained and i don’t even know why. weird right?
so as for what i want for my 21st? nothing really. just good company would do me good and for the man up there just do me a little favour and drop me a hint. it could do me some good. also a little encouragement. could use it very much. as for the physical gifts, i really have no idea. gone are the days where i was younger and would die for a scale model or something like that. i‘m really clueless this time around.
as for what i want to do? i’m running low on time and ideas. what makes it worse is i’ve got to plan something but i’m really clueless since i don’t quite bother celebrating. it’s weird i know. so if there are any ideas please do enlighten me but no clubbing or getting sloshed. i refuse to be an alcoholic on my birthday.
still trying to seek for some sort of significance and wish me luck on my day. have a weird feeling it’s going to kick off like crap!
P.S: Happy 21st aussie fuck Suthesh! hope you’re enjoying it. all the best and don’t get screwed caught for DUI again alright. you got a ma chee bye fookin’ silvia parked. all i can get is.. well, let’s not go there. happy bornday!
bearnap or tednap.
i’d like to report on an event today where teddy was almost kidnapped by a certain mr.evilness.
the victim, teddy.
as i was exiting the scene of the crime, i didn’t realize teddy was missing. yes, i was a blur and it slipped my mind. i usually don’t end up losing track. then while on the way down, mr.evilness said, “there’s a baby hippo behind and teddy in front.” and then i go blur only to realize that teddy has been bearnapped or tednapped!
well, i eventually got teddy back as teddy’s my companion to sleep every other night.
i got teddy back!
you can’t go wrong with a teddy that adorable. trust me.
so just for mr.evilness to know, i sayang teddy! too bad and teddy smells like you. hehe.
kisses for teddy.
so don’t mess with teddy. i will defend teddy. *evil grin*
P.S: chill la. i sayang teddy and someone and of course the essential list of people too.
temptation.
my highlight of the day. what do you do when parent’s are out and you’re all alone at home and you know dad’s a heart patient and don’t want to try to do anything funky to get to him?
what are you thinking of?
come on it’s not that hard to guess.
still thinking?
think you almost got it?
and trust me it’s oh-so-tempting.
and so bloody hard to resist.
what makes it worse is i haven’t had it in such a long time.
it’s cooking bacon and eggs!
the aftermath.
yes, i cook.
what were you thinking?!
well, i just haven’t had anything that’s not fat free and god knows what free in a very very long time since dad can’t have any. so few days ago, as i was buying turkey ham for dad i decided let’s do some underground job and get some bacon and hide it. mission has been deemed successful. sorry no pics of my work of art. finished the food way too soon for a pic but i guess the aftermath also can. hehe. now i’m a happy jini.
P.S: i really wouldn’t mind ‘dessert’ at this point. *winks*
velvet fingertips.
just listen to it. of course watch it to if you please. hooked to it and i blame ’someone’. mind me that i can be a sucker for good guitar and better still superb lyrics to top it off. enjoy.
P.S: it’s all your fault i’m hooked. you know who you are.
P.P.S: i’ll be updating soon. a little patience if you will. i’m in need to be inspired.
