alcoholism.
when you see this on your facebook profile, you know it’s about time to do something about the drinking. for those who certify me as an alcoholic, it’s not my fault my alcohol tolerance spans that far. with the theory of relativity, i drink just as much as anyone does only difference is i need to go shit broke before i get high or drunk. now, that’s tragic!
the story of my life.
*bang wall*
P.S: i still refuse to believe i’m an alco.
tagged yet again.
- Introduction -
First Name – Rajini.
Nickname - Jini. Genie. Boo. Miss Sunshine. Big Brown Eyes. Dude. it’s a long list.
Name you wish you had - i’m doing good with mine. tq.
What do people normally mistake your name as - mistake it to be the last person on earth i’d be or it turns into Ranjini or Regina or Gini or Jeannie or Genie. i have no idea how simplicity gets mistaken.
Birthday - March 17.
Birthplace – KL.
Time of Birth - 2328hrs.
Single or taken - single.
Zodiac sign - pisces.
-Your Appearance-
How tall are you - 5′7″.
Wish you were taller – so wishing that miracle would happen.
Eye color - brown.
Eye color you want - i like my eyes. tq.
Natural Hair color - black.
Current Hair color - god knows how many shades of brown.
Short or long hair - long.
Ever dye your hair a bizarre color - was blonde before. then the copper blonde and purple and red and blue highlights.
Curly,Straight,Wavy – wavy.
Last time you did something dramatic with your hair - when i was 15, spiked hair.
Glasses or contacts - both. depends how lazy i am.
Do you wear make-up - only eyeliner.
Ever had hair extensions - no.
Paint your nails - toe nails?
-In the opposite gender-
What color eyes - hazel eyes would be nice.
What color hair - anything that works.
Shy or Outgoing – outgoing.
Looks or personality – personality but looks would be a plus.
Sexy or Cute - now that’s a tough one. sexy is hot but cute is nice too. die.
Serious or Fun - fun but serious when required.
Older or Younger than you - older.
A turn on - above the 6ft mark. presentable. smells good. a killer smile would help. most of all please have a personality and a brain up there.
A turn off - below the height requirement. needs to look in the mirror to know how bad it looks. trying to sound smart as the saying of how empty vessels make more noise and annoy the daylights out of me.
-This or that-
Flowers or Chocolate - dark chocolate or white chocolate with cookies otherwise flowers.
Pepsi or Coke – neither.
Rap or Rock - rock.
Relationship or One night stand - relationship.
School or Work - neither.
Love or Money - love.
Movies or Music -music.
Country or City - city.
Sunny or Rainy days - rainy.
Friends or Family - family of course.
-Have you ever-
Lied – who hasn’t?
Stole something - no.
Smoked - yes.
Hurt someone close to you - unintentionally.
Broke someone’s heart – unintentionally as well.
Had your heart broken - yes.
Wondered what was wrong with you - quite often.
Wish you were a prince/princess - no. but something i own says so.
Liked someone who was taken – yes.
Shaved your head - no.
Been in love - i believe so.
Used chopsticks - yes. i’ve got half chinese in me.
Sang in the mirror to yourself - guilty as charged.
- Favorites -
Flower – white roses or daisies.
Candy – sour tape.
Song – goo goo dolls – iris. many more follow.
Scent - salt water and sand at the beach. or really nice perfume on him. whoever the him might be.
Color – blue.
Movie – gone in 60 seconds. the fast and the furious. transformers.
Singer – where do i even start?
Word – “dunno.” my universal answer.
Junk food – none. something i haven’t had in dinosaurs.
Website – no specific favourite.
Lotion – nivea.
Animal – general animal lover.
Ever cried over someone – yes.
Is there anything you wish you could change about yourself – fine tuning what i got. hehe.
Do you think you’re attractive – no.
If you had to choose a fairytale as your life what would you choose - peter pan. never growing up and ever so free.
Do you play any sports - at the moment no. used to.
The rules:-
Link to your tagger and post these rules.-
List (8) random facts about yourself and tag (8) people
1. i love cars and have once mentioned that i might give up sex the day i own a skyline.
2. i have insanely scary memory at times which remembers precise time, date and location of the incident.
3. i’m a hopeless romantic in denial that writes poetry. in other words, a sucker for romance just in severe denial.
4. i’m a certified malaysian that loves her nasi lemak and has tried a week of all key meals with nasi lemak and didn’t get sick of it. just the darn weighing scale went up.
5. i have a very soft spot for animals and children. i’ve gone to the extent of broke for a cat and a dog before as for children i’d do just about anything for a smile.
6. i turn into a child at the beach for no apparent reason i feel so comfortable i’m caught dead running like a hyperactive kid back and forth.
7. when in a bad mood, waffles cheer me up and cuddles too but cuddles only selected candidates.
8. when i wake up certain mornings and feeling hyper, i blast music and dance like no one’s watching me just like cameron diaz in charlie’s angel. no i’m not kidding.
8 people I tag:
don’t have enough people to start off with so whoever that comes across this?
You’ve been tagged!
kisses.
a thing or two about kisses.
Give me a kisse, and to that kisse a score;
Then to that twenty, adde a hundred more;
A thousand to that hundred; so kisse on,
To make that thousand up a million;
Treble that million, and when that is done,
Let’s kisse afresh, as when we first begun.
-Robert Herrick, “To Anthea (III)”
and another.
Kissing is like drinking salted water. You drink, and your thirst increases.
-Chinese Proverb
when you’re left with nothing to do this is what happens.
scale.
very interesting part of my day. i start chatting with bestie and as usual whining about me being hungry which was true. hungry me is just bad since i end up completely dead. anyways, forget the hungry part. bestie ends up taking me along to the gym which he’s suppose to join with me as an excuse to escape which didn’t work too well at all. told him i suck at lying to a certain someone. don’t know why especially with me being real smooth at it.
sorry i couldn’t like die off or drop dead in between. would seem rather fake. sorry!
anyways, i got off the hook. he didn’t.
next thing, they decide to step on the weighing scale. i decided i’d stay away from that noting that i’m like pint size compared to them.
eventually, i didn’t get off the hook.
sequence of events:
1st. jini steps up on weighing scale.
2nd. it pretty much goes half of where they were.
3rd. fine. fair enough.
4th. then jini’s put back on the scale with her bag.
5th. weight goes up 2 kgs.
*swt.*
lesson of the day. a woman’s handbag ain’t light so cut me some slack on the whole working out thing. i got a whole 2 kgs with me everywhere i go. haha.
the story of my life.
P.S: chatted with rach today. for some weird reason, i miss my daughter. guess it might be the fact of the distance that sinks in. felt bad that i wasn’t there when she left. just so you know, ma loves you!
beach at night.
sand.
waves.
stars.
midnight kisses.
secret wishes.
enough said.
chinese new year.
Well, it’s that time of year again. where i run away from family. yes, you can keep the “ang pau’s” for they scare me with the questions that you’d never be able to answer. i spent a simple quiet one with immediate family this year. they decided to head up to bukit tinggi in the evening. as for the rest of it for once, i’ll let the pictures explain.
mummy and kumari at what they do best.
happens when trained from young of camera being pointed at me.
me: what the crap is this?
mummy: it looks very cute.
kumari: jini, figure it out.
yes, that’s me and mummy.
something we’ve been trained to do since we were young.
where there’s a camera, strike a pose and smile.
then comes the colgate reject smile.
rather evident how good i am at it.
where three’s a charm for my papa.
and that’s the man i love the most.
[pulled a fast one on him.]
and last but not least. that’s the family.
yes, that would be a little of my family. i know it isn’t perfect nor even the most picturesque. they drive me completely insane at times but God only knows no matter what happens i’d give up my jello/ future skyline life for them.
this year has been real quiet. i miss the complete chaos of the only family i know which would be my chinese side. i miss the way how everyone would be at each other’s throats but in some way you know we’re family and we love each other and i know how they always got my back no matter what crap i get myself into.
many things has happened but i know where i stand and i’m sure as hell not leaving them behind.
so Happy Chinese New Year to all.
it’s not about the craploads of food.
or how much “ang pau’s” there are.
it’s somehow about the utter chaos called family.
and most of all, how ‘Po Po’ [grandma] tells me to say my prayers.
may all those dear to me be safe and healthy and have everything go smoothly and a year of prosperity and abundance.
[that's how i translate it from chinese. shortened too.]
have a good one.
sesat.
not going to think.
don’t want to think.
want sh*tloads of tequila.
needs to go nuts with her girls.
and trance feels goooodddd.
darn! i sound like i’m high when i haven’t had alcohol in the past 12hours.
this is the point where my bestie would recommend for me to seek for professional help.
lalala….
unanswered questions.
what am i doing wrong?
where did i go wrong?
why do i always end up in the weirdest most messed up stuff?
why do i always get royally screwed?
am i that bad of a person?
can someone just bloody answer me for if i am really that bad then maybe committing suicide seems like a really bright idea.
