obviously me.

had a pretty interesting day today. asides the usual routine i spent the later part of the evening with my buddy. well, no matter whatever that happened he’s still my buddy. it felt awkward yet comfortable to be hanging out just like we used to. in a way, i’m glad. i’m happy we’re past that.

then another that got me thinking was speaking to my bestie. yet again, whatever that happened back then i dont care. he is still my best friend no matter what and i love him the same.

also my ex which now is my best friend he called and we were talking as we always do. it was amazing how i still could see right through him. only difference is it wasn’t intimate like back then. it just seemed like two old friends that knew each other forever. it’s an advantage to have the person you know and knows you best as a best friend. just a certain comfort.

i know whatever i just said might not make sense to you. there has been so much that happened with these three people i mentioned. we’ve been through good times and bad times but yet we all make mistakes. so i guess what brings us closer is forgiving not forgetting for it marks where we make amends. to all of them either one end made a mistake or maybe even both but the reason they have such a special place in my heart and always will is because i value their friendship so much for life would be meaningless without them. i wouldn’t be who i am without them.

through it all
i trust them
i believe in them
i love them

it might sound foolish but i hope i dont prove myself wrong.