stress.
it’s been awhile again since i’ve written or mentioned anything of my life. reason why i’m back? need to vent out just abit. this is mainly due to stress that strikes every now and then.
somehow no matter how much i try everything i do doesn’t seem to make sense. i’m trying to make things right but somehow just lost the drive to carry on. i have lost the spark in me to make things happen. that fire somehow just died down.
i’m hoping to search for that spark once more. where do i look? how do i even search for it?
how in the bloody world would i know if what i’m doing is right or i’m just making another huge mistake. these questions drive me insane by the day…
somebody just shoot me.
