obviously me.

Well, i know i haven’t been keeping track of my blog but there are many reasons to it. Since i’ve been pretty busy with alot of things but let’s just put all the busy work aside for once. It’s already new year’s eve and its best for me to sum up my entire year.

This year has been a life changing experience. I’ve been through so many changes that i can barely even imagine. To think what and how i was a year ago compared to now. It’s really hard to let it just sink in. Note that i sit back and contemplate on life alot. Happens when i’ve got nothing to do. Anyways, let’s go through the changes i’ve been through.

First, is the fact i found back myself. I know it sounds crazy but the last year has been a hell hole and i forgot who i was. Totally lost track of what my life should be and somehow i slowly got it back on track. The main thing that caused the change was me being apart of the SARC. I know it sounds insane but it’s the people i met that is apart of how i changed. I found back my confidence. I even got rid of the low self esteem. I lost like a tonne so what? From the girl that once hated everything about herself now i love me! No, it’s not narcissism. I found back who is Jini. That alone is just amazing. It’s thanks to the people around me. Love you guys.

Then comes the amazing friends i met. There’s Shamini which is the advisor, she alone has always been there to guide and remind me of the things that matter which results to the change in me. Then my wives, Amy and Angela. I don’t know what i’d do without you both always being by my side, I love you. Then my brother from another mother, Javad. The brother that’s always there to make me laugh and give great advice. Then my buddy Fin that’s ever so supportive. Dude! where you disappeared? It’s just such a long list that i can just keep going on and on and on. Most of all i must not forget the ARC, we’re family and i thank you for being tolerant and i hope we’re still sticking together like family. Then comes my girls from back in school thanks
for always sticking with me through everything i love you forever!

Also there has been so many wonderful experiences i don’t even know where to start but it’s apart of what makes me better now and i hope it keeps going on in the coming year as well. Thinking about everything i’m left speechless and dumbfounded just realizing how much changes there has been and i will continue so as you know its apart of human nature where nothing is ever good enough. We always want more. It’s a craving.

It’s been a year full of ups and downs but i’m left with no regrets. I have gained and lost friends along the way but it don’t bother me. I know what matters now. Guess i just grew up alot within a short span of time. It’s funny how fast time just breezes by. I’m grateful for everything and i couldn’t ask for more. For once, i know what i want and i’ve got more than i could ever ask for.

That’s my entire year summed up altogether. Due to crappy speed thanks to the earthquake i can’t include pictures this time around but i shall do so once everything is back to normal.

Last but not least, to that someone which you know who you are. I never expected it but i’m glad and i don’t know who to thank for that but its simple. Eight letters. Three words. One meaning.